It’s another day of missing you and wishing you were a part of my life. I apologize again for everything. If I could go back and change things, I definitely would. But I can’t, so I just apologize and hope one day you can forgive me. I’m reaching out my hand (and my heart) to you. I pray one day you’ll accept it.
My mother isn’t doing so good and I’m afraid she may be leaving us soon. It breaks my heart because I’ll miss her terribly. It also makes me miss you more and wish that I had been a mother to you. I don’t want to leave this Earth without seeing you or holding you in my arms at least once more. Won’t you please give me a chance? You can’t hate me more than I hate myself.
Anyway…I’ll just keep praying. Still would love for you to be a part of my wedding next September. That would mean more to me than you ever know.
Love,
Renee
