Well today marks your 17th birthday, and yet another year that you aren’t a part of my life. I’m not going to go on and on because I will fall into the depression I fall into every year. Just know that you are loved and missed, and even if you never want to be a part of my life, I’ll always hold you in my heart.
I do love you and pray that one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me and allow me the opportunity to sit down and explain everything that happened. I can assure you, it’s nothing like what you think or can even begin to imagine.
Anyway, again, happy 17th birthday. I love you and so does all the rest of your family here.
Renee
