It’s been several months since I last posted. I’ve been through a lot the past few months with my health. Thought I was having a heart attack, but thankfully I wasn’t. I’m trying to live a healthier lifestyle now and lose some weight because I want to be around for more than these 44 years I’ve already been here.
Honestly, I wonder if I should even keep writing these posts to you. It seems like I’m just banging my head up against a brick wall. It seems like no matter how much I reach out, things are never going to change. But I guess I’m a glutton for punishment because I’m going to continue to pray that God softens your heart and that one day you will be willing to sit down with me and let me explain things.