I hope and pray that everything is going well for you! Things are going good here. I graduated from college on Saturday. It was for my associate’s degree in web design. I’m planning to go back for my bachelor’s soon. I’ve actually attempted college once before here locally, but was unable to finish. I had just had you and was working full time and trying to carry a full course load. You & work were more important, so I had to drop out. I’m sure you’re doubting my statement about you being more important, but you were. It was never NOT my intention to raise my kids and I regret that I didn’t…more than you know. I was young and naive and allowed myself to be caught up in a situation I knew I should have never been in, but I wanted to be grown. And now, I’m suffering the consequences of my choices.
Even though you think I didn’t care about you, I did and I do. I carried you in my heart everyday and really wanted to be a part of your life. I still do. Maybe one day. Until then, I’ll keep praying.
Love you lots,
Renee
