This past Sunday was Mother’s Day and even though I was able to spend a wonderful day with my mother and the rest of the family, there was an empty void. The sadness has been hanging on all week. I really do miss you. It hurts every day, but I especially feel it on holidays and your birthday.
Maybe one day you’ll find it in your heart to forgive me and allow me to be part of your life. If not, I’ll go to my grave with my heavy heart. Maybe that’s a price I have to pay. I know God has forgiven me. It’s hard forgiving myself though.
Always know and believe that you are, were and always will be loved and missed.
Renee
