So today is one of the days my grief over not being a part of your life is more than what it normally is. I know you don’t want to have anything to do with me because of the stuff from the past, but I pray that will change. Trust me, you don’t know the half of what happened and why you ended up with Michelle.
But I won’t go into that. Maybe one day I’ll get to tell you that story. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this post or if you’ll even care, but I just wanted to let you know that your uncle, James Clemons, passed away last night. He’s your dad’s brother. I’m not sure of the exact cause of death. He was pretty young. I don’t think he was even 50.
Tomorrow is not promised to any of us. We must learn to let feelings of anger, resentment, etc. go and love each other as God has commanded. I pray that one day you’ll forgive me before it’s too late.
On another note, I’m getting married in September 2013. It will be my 2nd marriage. This time I think I got it right. My fiance asked me who I wanted to walk me down the aisle (since my father probably can’t…he’s been sick and almost died earlier this year) and I said I would love it if my son would walk me down the aisle. That would be the best gift ever…wedding or otherwise.
Anyway, I won’t keep you. Just pray for the family of your uncle.
Love,
Renee
